2012!

hello! today was a last day for 2012.

2012!
this is where i really want to be!
i mean, mase zaman sekolah dulu teringin nak rasa 2012
weirdo! of cos. i dont know, dulu keinginan utk mengetahui, what will happen to me when i'm 24.
tadaaa! now im here. nothing much to have.

 well, 2012 it's quite tough for me.

holiday season:
Busan, South Korea: July - Sept.
the best thing happen, ya of cos, im going to Korea about 2 month! fuh!
sumpah tak nk belajar oversea lagi.
even pg sane for internship pun..
unless ade Mr. Husband, mmg aku nk pg!!
hihih!
Singapore: November

relation:
he's going purpose me, as soon as possible.
omaigod, omaigod, omaigod!!!
ini lah perkara yang aku nak dgr sgt2. keh3..
gatal
even aku cakap, takpe. fokus kat life u dulu.
hah! girlfriend mana yang sanggup der nk tgu lame2. haha!

family:
i love my family.
my family loves me!

study:
oh, T.T
it's going down.
2013, plis be clever with me hokey!

friends:
aaa.. ok, just like that.
just nice. ^_^

health:
FAT!

Goodbye 2012!

teenage gurl!

hello hi! hari ni aku tgk cerita KAMI. well, back to 2008. when I was 20 i think. still young and still fresh. really? zaman bersuker ria. omaigod, omaigod, omaigod!!! haha! zaman happy, zaman down, zaman kejatuhan, zaman kejahiliahan, zaman 'aku ade style lah', haha! zaman melepak beb! zaman kecantikkan (errk??)


3 years ago, i lost. totally lost. 


well, lets bygones be bygones. it's just memory.

now i'm move on. chasing my dream. not only chase, but i will GRAB it!
i have better:

.family
.life
.future husband
.study
.health
.smile
.reason to live
& bla bla bla..

i don't want my life to be sad ending...
that all.

salam.

1 eight. twelve

my very first pra cipta I

and im so happy..

but now, i need to be serious with my work!

chaiyokkk!!

sekadar luahan

Saya TAK boleh hidup tanpa awak.
Saya BOLEH hidup tanpa awak.
Saya CUBA hidup tanpa awak.

Tuah ayam nampak di kaki,
tuah manusia siapa yang tahu.
saya, sebagai manusia biasa hanya mampu berdoa.
mengharapkan sesuatu yang indah.
di dunia dan akhirat.
tetapi
saya, sebagai manusia biasa, mempunyai kesilapan+kesalahan+ketidaksempurnaan
hidup ini banyak onak duri.
perlukan persaingan.
perlukan perebutan.
yang penting, perlukan usaha.
usaha tangga kejayaan.
dimana kita sebenarnya?
pengaruh rakan sekeliling.
kita harus kuat.
menempuh alam dunia.
untuk kekal sejahtera di akhirat.
permainan dunia, lumrah dunia.
yang tidak kekal.

aku disini.
perlukan sesuatu.
yang mampu pergi jauh.
bukan untuk ku seorang.
tetapi bersama dia.
jauh ke syurga. bukan ke neraka.
hidup ini tidak kekal lama.
yakin DIA bersama-sama kita.

harapan
doa
usaha

kita mampu.
berdiri tegak.
memandang ke hadapan.

kesabaran.
rezeki
peluang

restu Ilahi.

seven december two thousand twelve

hari ni jumaat, bermakna ada satu minggu sahaja sebelum pra-cipta assessment berlaku. and im not done yet! crazy, crazy, crazyyyyyyyy~

FYP:
a) siapkan sketches lagi.
b) buat mock up.
c) thesis!
d) report

nampak sikit. tp sebenarnye, byk sub2 kat bawah tu dik oi! ahhhh!
sekarang ni hujan hari2 lebat!! kilat memancar2.. tkt juga..

kereta tak service lagi*

WEB DESIGN:
alhamdulilah, mock up kami en T dah pilih. oh mudah kerja. mudah ke? byk agik tak siap. huh~

MEDIA INTERACTIVE:
no comment.
susah*

ARABIC LANGUAGE:
role play. hope kali ni TOLONG JANGAN GAGAP MCM SELALU.
ok, assessment on study week. ade mase nk hafal.

ADV ID 2:
a) model
b) sketches
c) report
d) nak dapatkan A mcm jauh sekali.
blur +-+

plan B: make sure final exam score kaw2 pnye!!!!

HARTA INTELEK:
semua dah lepas. senyum senyum bile lect ckp, "awak boleh dapat A"
ok, jgn nk sembang kencang sgt, final exam tak jawab lagi*

struggle for my 5th semester. hoping for the BEST!..

do it do it do it!

30/11

life getting crazy! =,=

hello hi!

Im going to die!
after 2 and half month! baru ku sedar yang FYP aku sangat, sangat, sangat ketinggalan jauh!
ok  hell me! what im doing??? nishhha! wake up!
unbelievable IM ONLY HAVE ANOTHER 2 WEEKS BEFORE MY PRA CIPTA!
i tell u this is CRASSSSSSSSHIES!!!

die die die dead!! moving faster!

In my mind..

calculate how many month left, till i grads...

nov-dec-jan-feb-march-april-may- I'M DONE! weee!

Baru ku tahu...

Penyanyi Asal DORAEMON

Percutian kali ini..

seronok sgt bila mama tye, bulan february ni kamu ade cuti ke? dgn pantas aku mnjawab, ade sebulan.
xcited lagi bile mama ckp, rasa nak pg bandung.. (tibe2 mood rasa tak best, err? bandung je?) hahah! sgt mngade2.. ok fine. lagi tibe2  mama ckp, bulan february nak pg umrah. nak ikut? then dgn pantas.. oh msty lah nk ikut! excited.. tp kalau dpt pg osaka pon best gak.. then mama ckp, anip nk pg korea. kamu igt jalan ke sane? kamu pg lah berdua gan anip ke korea. ahhhh!!! suke2....!!!!

tp sy nak sgt2 pg Japan!!!!! =,=

Buzy

oi, kene setempek. hahah! 

minggu yang sangat sibuk! uih!! sempat menulis beberapa article. =,=

1. Adv I.D II - modular kitchen kabinet (to sketch idea, research, 3D rendering)

2. Web design - proposal ( faca webdesign)

3. Media interactive - video editing. to create a functional button, video and so on.

4. Arabic - translate & roleplay 

5. PTA - evaluate paper, interview with the doctor

6. MIFF - design and design more design..

Matsumoto Jun, plis be with me forever.

^_^)v

Develop!

Prof: Banyaknyeeeee structure kau ni? (Too many structure!)

haishhhhh...

Develop lagi!

me: =,="

Second!

Matsumoto Jun!

Wait for me! 

hait! :)

Wish!

I want to catch this moment in front of my eyes!

i can do it, i can do it, i will do it!

Ganbate!

Smiling*

My first try

uh.. lame gile tak upload rendering. aih! this is my first trying using rendering software. and suddenly, WINDOW IS STOP WORKING! 

what the hell? =,= dah lah tak save.. adeh.... 

sempat snapshot je.. aih aih.. due date lagi bape hari lagi.. adeh adeh adeh........!

-,-

saya tak dapat nak jd orang yang berjaya. kenapa ya?

malas?

tak ada orang support?

stop practicing?

all the answer is in me. 

-.-'

berhenti seketika

ok, time malas pk FYP. hihi.. now tgh progress buat questionnaire. esok nak tunjuk pada perof. for real, my progress for my fyp berjalan lancar cume sedikit lambat. sebab malas. aih.. but, lately... kepala asik terkenangkan Hiro Mizushima.. omai.... dah parah ni, parah.. seriously, i really want to go to Japan! ahhhh! kalau pg Japan dapat jmpe lebeh ramai lelaki mcm Hiro Mizushima tak? hihihi.. makin parah lagi, setiap kali sy pk Hiro, msty sy pk Wan. aih.. confius dah.. eeeeeee.. oh, 1st time sy rasa sy gile mcm ni. hihihii... dah2.. jgn dilayan benda yang bukan realiti. tp orang tu masih wujud kan? [ =,=" parahnye... ] 

ok bai.. nak study sungguh2 pastu nak pg Japan!! 

ganbate ganbate!!! 

hoye hoyeee hoyee!!

Actor I love!

hiro mizushima! 

i love you! hahah! ok, ni sgt luar biasa. hahah! 

dia lah pelakon cerita Hanazakari No Kimi Tachi E!

ok, cerita ni dah lame da.. i je baru tgk. hihihi!

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My final year project

Hello and a very good Midnight to everybody. haha! the time here already 12.52 am. and of cos im not sleep yet and keep research about my FYP. wow! im in final year! i really cant imagine it. what im going to be next? after my grads? what what and what? what is my dream now? im not going to be useless person. surely i want to have a successful life. why? because i want to be a great idol for my child and everybody. hihi. and i want to help my family to increase standard of life. ecece. takan hidup nak harap ehsan parent je kan? ok, now back to my FYP. my final year, my project... for real, i really dont have any idea what going to be my final. since my boyfriend keep bubbling, why u dont have any tittle yet? why dont u listen to me? why why and why? ok boyfriend, trust me. how many times u hv scold me, but still......i will stick with my decision. hihihi. stubborn head. tee hee.. for real, what im do is what i comfort with. dont get me wrong.. :) what is the point if i just listen to everybody, but then, i don't like. i always searching for my passion in something i love to do. right? haha.. ok, that enough. 

Denis-brown show

can u see the shoe above? ya, ok, this is what im going to do with my FYP. yes, its shoes/foot othosis for kids who suffer from Congenital Talipes Equinovarus (CTEV) or clubfoot. it is interesting? of cos yes! and actually i never imagine that my FYP will be a medical product. so, this is what im going to do for my whole final year. my aim for my FYP is to give something can distribute and use by community. something that people want, people searching and of cos can give some hope for somebody who really need it. insyaAllah. wish me all the best. i just cant wait to see my 17's convocation day! ahha. and it will be on next Oct 2013! yippi!!! 

Post a title

Final Year Project + Modular Furniture.
aahh..
Hello 3rd year!

Dream car..

As u all now, ecece... ya, i like Mazda 3 and wish to get it one day. But, when im in Korea (tgn didada mata ke atas) the new KIA SPORTAGE really caught my eyes.. how stunning and strong, i dont know how to explain and imaging. wish one day can have it. Another car is KIA OPTIMA K7. wow!! but i dont think i want to drive this both of car. i think its too big. well, keep driving for my Saga for a few year then i will think to change into hybrid car. voomm vomnmmmm... :D

New semester!

I need to struggle!!! last year. aja aja fight!!

I love travelling.

Year 2012 really make me CRASHIEEEE(crazy)...

From Sarawak | UNIMAS (May) > Korea (25 May) > Kuala Lumpur | Hometown (31 Aug) > Perak | Village (3 Sept) > Kuala Lumpur | Hometown (5 Sept) > Sarawak | UNIMAS (10 Sept) > Kuala Lumpur | Hometown (25 October)

will be continue..

Hello Seoul!

24 August 2012, 1330.
Long time no update. now im already in Seoul!! Gosh!! i love in here! heavenly heaven. hahahahha!

to be continue...

im okay. im not okay.

this is what i feel right now. u want to know how i feel?

Baju raya 2012.

this is my baju raya for 2012. ya, i know. made in Korea of course. =,=

orang raya g uma jiran tetangga. aku raya g jalan-jalan BEXCO. haha! lantak ah. sebenarnye niat nk lupekan kesedihan. bila balik bilik ngadap assignment, terus hilang mood raya. haha! plis, raya 2013. faster, faster..

Lagu raya

i keep listening to lagu raya over and over again. masyaAllah, utk pertama kalinye aku rasa hiba sangat. kalau aku kat area2 Msia, never mind lagi.kot lah aku balik raya ke 3 ke 4 ke, still boleh rasa raya skit2. ni 2 weeks after raya. dekat Korea plak tu.. nk balik pon tiket dah MYR700-1k. uhhh! gila hape? mmg gile kan? gila lah gila. gila lah aku kat sni.. pagi raya aku plan nk pg masjid, nk solat raya kat sane. tp aku nk jugak skype gan family aku kt kg di pagi raya. time dwg salam2 bg duet raya. mahu melalak aku dalam bilik! haha. ah stress nya bila difikirkan kembali. lain ah kalau ade ahli keluarga beraya gan aku kat sni. ni tak, swg2 jugak. knp lah knpppp?? =,= dah ni yg aku mahu, i have to pay the price. right? uh uh uh uh... mlm ni janji nk skype gan cousin.. i miss u guys!! rindu nk berbbq, rindu nk karok same2 wpon sore tak sedap tp kalau dah gan family tu, layankan aje. hihii.. kan? how nice! i miss home, i miss home, i miss home!!!!!

hari raya 2012

hari raya 2012 is empty for me. empty heart, far away from my family. i don't like this. ceh, sape je suke raya jauh2 dari pamily. sape sape? msty la bukan saya. i cant imagine it, how my 1st day raya? surely sad. plis, cepat lah 24! hari2 berdoa supaya di cepatkan tarikh. =,=

how i wish to have a time machine now! tee hee.. berangan lebeyh!

nothing to share today. otak sedia ada dah menboongggg < dak2 korea aja, ikut kan aja. hihi..

raya 2012 in Korea. fullstop!

How it's feel?

Most of them dah abes LI. but i'm here, still working. and i don't like this. =,=

How it's feel when berhari raya in oversea? and my answer is, i will never ever do this again! 
no more! betapa sakit jiwa berhari raya di perantauan. hati memerontak nak balik berhari raya! only Allah know how I feel. even im already set in my mind, keep counting for next week, still, i can't. im feel so weak. and i don't like this. plis ya Allah, percepatkan tarikh ku ke Seoul. atleast.. in Seoul i can walk around. and i'll forget how nice raya. i will forget my family. then on 28 Aug, they will come to Seoul to take me! horee! oh, plis. i miss my whole family, i miss my boyfriend, i miss my car, i miss my home. and 31.8 i will going back to Msia. then, I will miss Korea. haha! believe me! 

Kenang nasib diri di perantauan. 

getting fat each day...

Hello fat cheek (sambil tampa-tampa pippi)

=,=

masker masker!

it's sound like busker busker (one of band group from korea) ho yeay! of course i'm not K-pop fan! teehee..
last week, my friend suggest me to buy this face mask in Daiso. of course it's so cheap around 1000KRW = MYR3.

so I bought not one, but three! haha. 2 x pore tightening and 1 x aqua..
and my review is, i much prefer the Source RX Aqua. maybe my skin is dry. and in Korea now is summer season. i don't know why, when i wearing the tightening one makes my face a bit painful (pedih) ouch! maybe i not suitable to use this pore tightening face mask. =,=

but, i really like this product. teehee.. u want? just try it! ^_^)v

Not getting enough!

I want more, more and more! this not enough!! grr! 

ada niat di situ..

hm.. bila lh nk kurus ni.. mcm mn cara nya? dan bagaimana dan bila. huhu.

Now im in love with the mirror mirror on the wall!

Omagaddd! i love my leg. so slim and tall right? hahah! 

loc: trick eyes museum @ Busan, South Korea.

Bad quality of pic, mls nk edit. ngee~

Nikon 1

i feel like, i want to buy this Nikon 1. 

omagad!!!! crazy huh! 

the main reason why i want this so badly: oh, i have my dslr and it's so heavy!

me: bro, i want Nikon 1. my nikon 3100 is so heavy!

bro: arituh nak sangat dslr kan. hah! tau pon berat.

me: Nikon 1 sgt smart.

bro: pakai je lah apa yg ade.

me: -___-"

Korea: Trick eye museum

Uh uh.. baru ku sedar gigi ku 2 kehadapan. haha! it's not gigi rabbit. no! it's not funny. duhh. ;p

haha. so nicey!

When give up.

All i feel is i hate my life

i hate my life

i hate my life!

sentiasa..

Sentiasa ingat...

"Dah sembahyang?"

Semoga hari ku lalui ini membawa keberkatan. insyaAllah. 

^_^v

Ramadhan Al Mubarak

Daripada Aisyah r.a., katanya: "Saya bertanya, "Ya Rasulullah, jika saya tahu bila lailatul-qadar itu, apakah yang harus saya ucapkan pada malam itu ?" Nabi s.a.w. menjawab: "Berdoalah, "Allahumma innaka ‘afu wun tuhibbul ‘afwa fa’ fu ‘anni" (Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemaaf dan suka memaafkan, maka maafkanlah aku). (HR Tirmidzi) 

Peringatan kepada kawan-kawan dan saya sendiri. Marilah bersama-sama memohon keampunan kepada Allah SWT di bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini. insyaALlah, segalanya berjalan lancar. ^_^

Keseronokan

eeehhh, seronok kau bedah bile ade org nk bank in. padehal dalam acc ade MYRxxxx lagi tau.. 

ni name nye rezeki. hiihihi.. dah2.. jgn membazir. by the way, semalam ALHAMDULILAH dapat solat terawih di Masjid di Busan.. walaupun hanya beberapa jemaah wanita sahaja dibandingkan dengan jemaah lelaki, tp tetap syukur kerana dapat solat berjemaah. 

keluar je dari subway dah blank nk pegi mana. nasib baik ade swg ah juma tu nmpk kami bertudung terus bg direction ke masjid. Alhamdulilah, so kind of u ah juma! may God bless ya.

jalan-jalan dari jauh ternampak kubah masjid. 

oh, terus excited!

after solat Maghrib, then we eat this food, apa namanya lupa sudah. tapi makanan ni dari Kazakhstan.

Oh ya, imam jugak di jemput dari Kazakhstan, that why mereka sajikan kami makanan dari sana. alhamdulilah, rezeki kami hari tu. :)

sorry pic a bit low. camera hp aje..

that all for today. happy Ramadhan.

Failure..

Everybody have their own failure. me? ya of course. and always been like this yo~

this is what im talking about. im failed to develop my idea on this chair. im faill.. ohhhh waaaa..

this pic mmg tk di edit, so that boleh nampak sayup2 kat stu. 

oh epic failed~

im not feeling good. aaahh.. 

so, the mark for this chair of cos lah rendah khhenn. hmm..

hidup ini mcm roda. 

sigh*

i am..

mental traumatization

Today i bought this...

errh.. im still thinking: Is it worth?

but, I'm already bought.

ehh! mama i want macbook pro! 

my first day puasa in Korea

Assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera.
hari ni jatuh lah hari kedua daku berpuasa di perantauan. oh, mmg sedih. dalam hati nak je balik kl cepat-cepat. hihi. tp ala, tgl beberapa minggu lagi ku di sini. bersabar. tak semua orang dapat peluang mcm aku ni. hihi.. well, this is my first lauk sahur semalam. haha! happily fasting peeps!

Our first menu for sahur for 2012.

Alhamdulilah, thank you Allah for this rezeki.

Saem yeon jalan-jalan.

konon-konon buat research kat center...tapi..

when bored strikes! mcm ni punye org pun ade ke? hahah!

we are going to Saem yeon to watch Dark Knight

the story so-so for me.

Dinner time:

"밥 : Rice"

Again, tudung herot merot? in Korea, I don't care bebeh! ahha.

price for one person is 7,000 KRW = around 21 MYR

the Restaurant. I don't know the real name. but i try to write the huruf above...

'bab se' kot. aaaahhh! 

failed, i need to improve my korea lang. huh~

Food rating: paling delicious!

Say I love you when you're not listening..

Setulus mana pun cinta pada someone, kalau die bukan jodoh kita, tetap begitu..

Lets Allah be the King of my heart.

 ya, supposed.

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yang mulia.

my second time puasa di oversea & raya di perantauan. 

^_^v

eating 낙지+밥 (nakji+nasi)

last night was so heavy rain. but we still decide to eat 낙지+밥 (nakji+nasi) because this Friday is last day for our lect (from Unimas) in Korea. ok-doke, kami makan di area Dongseo Univ ni jugak. makanan ini adalah kali ke-2 kami makan. sangat sedap. 

side dish/ Kimchi

Octopus + shrimp!

time for cooking! ihih.. 

finish it! yeay!

added Ramen. oh, so full!

kimchi*

Rating food: SO DELICIOUS! hihi.

자갈치 (Jagalchi) - a place for seafood lover!

unfortunately, i'm NOT seafood lover. this entry made for seafood lover. who really love seafood. yes, seafood.

Sampai2 je tunjuk kimchi (peace). hihi!

Ajumma ni semangat angkat octopus alive tunjuk kat kami.

let's scream. aaaaaaaaaa~

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Crab*

and they alive!!!! erhhh..

the 'pasar'

outside Jagalchi market

inside it. tak lalu pun.. lalu-lalu gitu je. 

eh, lalu juga lah kan. 

 ini pula makanan kering, eh betul ke nama panggilannye?

lepas tu mcm biasa, sesi-sesi tangkap picture tepi laut. haha.