everything happen for a reason.

im afraid to get married! omaigod! ahhh.. pembuka bicara sangat cliche. tukar - tukar..

i want to be somebody who get a reason for live. hehe.
what that's mean?
dude.. it mean, err.. wait, my mind still figure out what meaning of the question...
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what is the best thing i really want in my life?
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who i really want to be my love life?
Yazid.

im so tired to be in love again.
enough say.
berdoa, itu lah kunci kebahagian sebenar.

study lah study!
bila nak jadi kaya raya ni?

haha,

hidup tak perlu harapkan duit mama dan bapak.

duit duit duit.
nak hidup kene duit.
tak ade duit mati.
mati ape?
mati akal?
mati jasad?
mati minda?

apa beza minda dan akal?

Allah tuhanku, Muhammad persuruhMu.

kepadaNya ku beriman.

in sha Allah. sampai masa, Allah tetapkan.

permudahkanlah.

moving forward

keep ponder, dapat ke aku study abroad nanti? aduh. ex-lect boleh plak mention aritu suh belajar kat korea. eh ehhh.. korea lagi? nk try g UK lah. oi besauuu nye cite2 aku ni. in sha Allah dapat aku nanti. cite-cite nk jadik kaya. mmg lah skrg bole dapat mcm2 tp semua through my dad and mama. ape bende usaha tak de. tk nk lah smpi bile nk harap kat dwg. aduh.. bole ni sha, bole ni.. cuba lagi. usaha lagi. kalau gv up sekali pon, teruskan usaha. byk lagi cara nk dapatkan cite-cite menjadi kenyataan. hihi.. >.<

Hey, I am in love.

a few weeks ago, i said how im afraid to fall again.

after i done my solat istikarah, alhamdulilah i follow my heart and i am in love again.

alhamdulilah for now, my love life going up! i shouldn't feel worried to fall again. i have a new boyfriend! yeeeayyy! ok, my plan now is keep moving forward. study hard. be what i want to be. i want to study abroad. i want to be a researcher. i want to be a enthusiastic person. i want and i have to be.

and now i have a few things i start to falling.

i love my family, i love my boyfriend, i love my friend.
i love iphone 5s, i love macbook pro, i love travelling, i love aaargghhh! i got so many thing i want in my life.
omaigod, omaigod, omaiiiigooooddddd.
i have to work hard.
don't give up. don't forget to pray.
just live your life.

>.<
keep blessing.

masih

masih tak dapat nk melepaskan kenangan lalu?

masya Allah. tolong la hambamu ini. 'nak tikar sembahyang, sila doa di sini'

hhihi.. in sha Allah, nisya kuatkan smngt kamu.

u can do it. in sha Allah, ini mungkin terbaik utk kamu.

it's just a song, don't keep imagine your feeling for now. i know it's hurt.

but, anything can cure. just be patient, move forward and feel freedom.

amin..