Sunday, August 25, 2013

Ujian Allah swt

i have been soooooo fret out lately. then, i hangout with some friend, texting them, ask their experience, then i realize, im not the only one being mad because of jobless. not everyone has born to be rich. alhamdulilah, Allah gave me a mind' lately. and i decide to further my study in future. in sha Allah, i will enhance my ability.

dear vacation, I NEED YOU!
planning to go somewhere far from here. :)

Saturday, August 24, 2013


stupid, bodoh, bodoh, bodoh..

what I had learn for many years is like stupidity.

hell what at last i don't even know what I'm doing.

people like to judge, argue and rule.

I should bury myself.

Friday, August 23, 2013

Thursday, August 1, 2013

new enviroment

should I further my study?

i don't want to do it for real. honest. getting lost again!
kenapa lah dulu aku tak belajar rajin2 supaya aku tak jd mcm sekarang ni?
kalau spm ritu dpt 9A msty ramai orang sponsor nak study mana, meh2 keje kat company aku.
like hell.

tak kan nak kembali ke unimas? again? nak stuck kat sane?
aku suke lagi buat research. coursework pon not bad. but i do love doing research. masalahnya dekat unimas pulak. tak nak stuck sane, tak nak stuck sane!
aduh. gi mana ni dong? mlm ni, again, insomnia.
kalau uitm, kene ulang alik. bila lah aku nk kurangkan perbelanjaan parent aku ni?
tlg lah, be a designer is tough.