Sunday, February 27, 2011

My first rendering using pastel!

HELLO HI! lame tk tulis blog pasai study! hihihi.. ok, js now tepat pukui 9 pm, sy telah berjalan keseorangan ke college cempaka! js for learning how to rendering product using pastel! ok di bawah ni adalah sketches yg telah di design oleh kak Fara, my classmate. who is she? beliau adalah bekas student ID di poliJB. kemahiran yg beliau ade telah membuat saya teringin sgt menuntut ilmu tk kire ape sekali pon rintangan.. hihi.. start pukui 9, abes pukui 11. 2 hours! ptt nk smbg rendering pakai media lain lg, tp disebabkan sudah lewat mlm, jd, ini sahaja yg mampu. at least, i boleh tahu basic. :)
Product: Watch.

mana satu saya pnye rendering? agak2?? :P
all finishing akak fara yg buatkan.

sketches pn senget. ini betui2 menunjukkan sy pnye rendering dan sketches. :P
ini pn kak fara yg touch up kan.. hahha!

yg ni surely kakak tu pnye.. hihi..

ok tak? ok tak?
saya perlu berusaha lebih keras sekeras2nyeeee!!!!!!

supposed nk blik lewat lg, tp bile dgr cerita ehemmm..
ok, finish here. nk continue buat sketches..
so long & good night!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Letter to myself.

Dear myself,

pls do not gv up yet.

you are still got a lot of time to prepare for ur project, ur study.

pls manage ur time wisely.

pls stop day dreaming.

pls be diligent!

Ignorance all ur stupid thing/stuff/moments which not-so/not important in ur life.

always bear on ur mind, all good things come from ur venture.

no one can help u unless u help urself.

k dear,
wish myself, ALL THE BEST.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


banyaknye research, banyaknye research, BANYAKNYE RESEARCHHHH!!!!!

Oh, I think I'm in love with research.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

45 things a girl wants but won't ask for

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her. 24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love ..

Repost this in 20 sec. or you will lose the one you care about the most! Guys repost this as: “I would do this for her.” Girls repost this as: “45 things a girl wants but wont ask for.”

Assignment Figure.


1st try and 2nd try. haha! lucu bhaa!

Oh, my new song on my blog. yippi! ^_^)v


When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do


And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear


For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

'special dedicate for my only mine.'
p/s: i love you, nshasf.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Basically, my blog is about:

My thought, my current obsession, my feelings and my routine plus what happen in it.. Oh ya, my work also. I'm so sorry if my word certainly hurt another feeling. My mistakes. For those who cannot put up with my writings, please don't waste your time here.
That all.


tak nk letak tajuk!

malam ni saya nk cari PDS! anda tahu apa itu PDS?! Product design specification!...
esok pg nk jumpe en firdaus. nk tnjk sketches. oh ya, mlm ni juga nk complete kan 3 design lg utk cukup kan 10 concept design. 10 bukan 2! 10 bukan 20! haha. ok, jgn kacau sy! babai.. ^_^)v

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

my life, my rules.

I just need moment for myself. but i can't be alone. nty ade mende jugak yg msk badan. mule buat mende bukan2, js like last night. sampai bila nk jd mcm ni. tertekan dgn org sekeliling yg asik memijak kepala. rindu kawan-kawan. Alhamdullilah. even diri ini sdg goyah, masih lg ade yg memberi perhatian. bila di fikirkan kembali, biarkan saja 'mereka' yg tidak mengerti perasaan diri ini. teruskan hidup, always think +ve.. bukan mereka yg menentukan kehidupan. semuanya atas usaha sendiri. :)

Oh, suddenly teringat kata2 my late granpa;
'biar org buat kite. jgn kite buat org.'
InsyaAllah, berkat lh hidup. :)

peace. ^_^)v


Tuesday, February 15, 2011

no entry.

Tanya pada pokok apa sebab goyang,
Nanti jawab pokok angin yang goncang,
Tanya sama langit apa sebab hujan,
Nanti jawab langit tanyalah awan.

Awan nanti kata aku kandung air,
Sampai tempat sejuk aku pun cair,
Tengok dalam air nampak bayang-bayang,
Campak satu batu bayang pun hilang.

Tanya sama hati apa rasa sayang,
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang,
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya,
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra.

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu,
Tiba masa lena apa mimpimu,
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang,
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang.

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang,
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang,
Andainya jemu mengganti rindu,
Jambangan mesra tentulah layu.

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu,
Tiba masa lena apa mimpimu,
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang,
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang.

Avril Lavigne - What The Hell

You say that I'm messing with your head
All cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
What The Hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong
I just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
What The Hell

Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa
Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head when
I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
What The Hell


Sunday, February 13, 2011

Kelaparanku di pagi hari!!!

tolong lah! kalau kat KL ni dah drive pg mcD drive-thru bwh uma tu dah. blurp!!! lapa!! nk MCD so badly! nk breakfast @ mcD!!! huhu..

pagi2 dah memekak! huhuu. arini tidak seperti sedia kala. oleh kerana excited baru pas belajar rendering gune marker, mlm ni jugak practice. walaupon MIGRAIN!!! sakit lagi kepala ni. ase nk pecah..! mkn ubat + tido kejap dlm 2 jam but still sakit tk ilank. i don't know why. mybe busy + mkn tk ikut tyme. -__-"

btw, di bwh adalah ape yg saya buat spjg mlm ni.. heee..

1. Figure drawing (A2 paper)

My SUPER HERO! ahah.. tk de tgn and kaki!

kaki and tangan tak de! tak reti draw! :p

2. Rendering by marker.

2 pic diatas baru practice just now, yes, just right now. hee! still learning btw..

ni mase practice dgn Abg Zahrul (senior ID)

3. Three point perspective.
(ni buat dalam class Dr. Saiful)

meja pandangan bawah.

kerusi pandangan atas.

Ok, itu sahaja drawing saya pada hari ni. walaupun buruk, sy harap satu hari nanti drawing sy akan jd power. AHHAHAHA...... 'practice make perfect.'

sudah. migrain sik maok ilang... so, nk tidur and bangun pagi esk! hahah!!!.. zzzzzzzz....

Friday, February 11, 2011

Industrial design..

pahit utk ditelan. susah? semua course yg ade kat dunia ni mmg susah. yg pntg usaha. usaha utk mencapai ape yg dikehendaki dalam diri.. dr course kayu hingga lh ke design technology, mmg bukan pilihanku. jauh dr benak pemikiran utk mendalami courses tersebut.. sudah berapa kali jatuh tersungkur tetapi diri ini mampu berdiri kembali, bg meneruskan cita-cita serta masa depan yg cerah. kalau diikutkan hati, mmg tk mampu nk meneruskn pengajian. susah. susah. dan susah. tetapi jika perkara susah itu dapat kita tempuhi, nescaya, perasaan bangga dgn diri sendiri akan dpt dirasai. teringat dulu2.. ketika org lain semua sambung study ke ipta.. kat rumah. tatahu nk buat ape. tk pk mse depan. sekali dapat twrn smbg diploma kat politeknik. gembira* tapi course wood technology. err? ape tu? takan dl belajar fashion kat sekolah teknik pastu nk msk wood tech plak? msk bengkel? err.. 'tu lah dl msk sekola teknik tk nk study betui2..enjoy mcm haremmm' -__-" msk sane dgn harapan dpt tuka course lh. sekali jmpe ketua jabatan - "awak tak boleh tukar, tp kalau nk tuka kene apply baru..." apply baru?!!!! smp skrg masih teringat situasi tersebut. haha! unforgotten moment! w'pun setiap sem ade yg berhenty study, ALHAMDULILAH, diri ini masih mempunyai semangat utk menghabiskan pengajian. perkara pertama yg harus dititikberatkan - perasaan mama dan bpk, masa depan, dan maruah diri. tk nk org pndg diri ini sebagai insan yg lemah dan selalu ditindas - hanya certain person je faham mcm mn perasaan ditindas oleh keturunan sendiri. tk nk masa depan menjadi hambar. paling pntg, tk nk mama dan bpk kecewa! jangan ikut perasaan. tu paling penting. then, now, dapat smbg study hingga ke sarawak. huhu. ape lagi tuhan nk duga aku lagi ni.. tahun pertama pengajian, mmg sukar. setiap hari memikirkan jalan terbaik dalam diri. mahu sahaja lari kembali ke kota asal. tetapi memikirkan pelbagai mslh yg akan timbul, oh tk jadi lah. hihi.. msk industrial design, sekali lagi diri ini diduga, boleh ke join ID ni? seram.. mmg seram.. tetapi diri ini amat bersyukur kerana di beri kekuatan utk meneruskan perjalanan.. tk kesah ape org nk ckp. tk kesah drawing seburok2 mn pon. yg pntg rajin. 'awak msk id rajin2 eh' pesan en syl kepadaku.

'kerna satu hari nty, aku akan berjaya. pasti..'


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Hello good morning!

Yes, a veryyyyy Good Morning to all of you. grr..!!!
maaf. bgn awal pulak. then tk bole tdo kembali kerana kaki tibe2 lenguh. oh, urat JEM!!! huhu..
mcm ni pny pnyakit pon ada ka? oh ya, mlm ni ku fikir2 mao membuat sedikit sketches. sbb kalau ditglkan lama2, tk tahu ape nk jd. satu bende je bermain dalam kotak pemikiran, kalau tk mula skrg bile lagi? huhu..

dok research2 idea, tibe jumpe lagi satu website yg agak menarik. mungkin ada yg sudah tahu mengenai website ini:

yes, 'I'M ADDICT TO SKETCH!' <- that the only word which can describe me now.
before this dh biasa msk website

ok, right now still lagi tgh survey2 website yg baru ku temui itu.. hope can gv some idea there!
btw, im just done downloading note figure dlm morpheous! yes! finally, dpt jugak bukak.. because before this cm ade lil bit probs with that note.

yes, I'm still learning.. n still continue..
buh-bai.. ^_^)v

p/s: Oh ya, oh ya! i love to share this link for sape2 especially beginner who always curious-nak-maty about sketches. hee.. :)

Monday, February 7, 2011

All i need is, IMPROVEMENT!

Oh, sangat sakit kepala!!! serious esok tk mahu ke class.. ceh, mcm sakit paler ni smp esok je. hihi.. HELLO HI! selamat malam! oh ya, hari ni satu hari kelas bersama en Firdaus kan. so, satu hari class melukis, mendraft dan etc.. hari ni pg2 je dah ade kes. tali beg ku putus!!! tu lh, budak seni, kehulur kehiliaq membawa sketch book bersize A3 setebal 60 pages. huh! berat tu, berat! paper nye pulak jenis tebal.. iye, tebal wa ckp lu.. huhu.. ni yg mahu mntk bpk beg baru ni. baru duk us-ha, us-ha beg di the spring, Kuching. brand Puma. berharga cuma rm89.00. berbaloi kot kalau beli.

pg2, msk kelas drafting. buat je LK dh sangkut, stuck, hang!! blurrrr.... ape ni? camne nk buat ni? dr zaman politeknik hingga lh ke zaman unimas. bendanya hanya satu - LK buat aku blur lah.. huhu..

Technical drawing yang buat aku jem! jemmmm!!! buat ni almost 2 hours! bukan aku yg buat pon, en firdaus gk byk buatkan. yg aku tension nye die sound "suppose awak dh tahu benda ni kan?" - dlm haty, malunye... dr dulu smp skrg, mmg nk lari dr perkataan design. tp sume subject asik bersangkut paut je. -___-"
tp bile dah siap je.. tadaaaa... pndg En firdaus jeee.. u smile I smile laahh.. hahah! ^_^)

Ok, ok.. kite abaikan LK yg telah memakan mase berjam2 tu.. huhuu.. setelah mkn di lake view - nasik ayam nyammm nyammm... msk pula ke class figure. lect yg sama iaitu En firdaus.. dan ini lah hasilnya.. lukisan terburuk didunia! hahahha...

try nk lukis skeleton. ape jadi daaa?

ni lagi aku tak paham! ahhaha..


Ok done...

BUROK! It's so damn ugly! the ugliest drawing of the world! hahha! tlg lah paham..tangan oh tangan. tlg tingkatkan usaha anda...


Sunday, February 6, 2011

AAAaaaaaaaaaa.. bosannye!


BOSAN bosan bOsaN BosAn...

gILe gile giLe GiLe...

cepat lah berlalu 3 tahun ku disini! wah... 3 tahun terus~ -___-"

esok sudah start class.. yippi! tak bosan lg dah! :)

"A strong person isn't the one who doesn't cry. A strong person is the one who sheds tears for a moment,picks up her sword and fights again."

MizzNina and Noh - Kurnia

his fav song.
i miss. i love.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

getting lazy..

malas sudah dtg menjelma. apa yg ada dlm diri ini pon tk tahu lah. hati memerontak mahu kan sesuatu. tetapi tk pasti apakah ia. gile ke? haha! sudah lah. penin layan kerenah diri sendrik. dr mgu2 lepas asik sakit je. flu, bile kau mao ilank? cough, bile kau mahu berhenty? sakit tahu tak? lemah satu badan. semakin hari semakin malas. idea yg diminta tidak jua kunjung tiba. hanya selimut, stokin serta sweater menemani harian ku.. tension, stress, mslh peribadi yg tidak jua temui jalan penyelesaian - maaf, ku rasakan mungkin jiwa ini masih perlu belajar erti menjadi seorang kekasih. berbalik pada tujuan asal - 'dtg cni tuk ape?'.. 'belajar, BELAJAR, belajar dan belajar!' bukan sng nk sng, bukan susah nk susah. looking forward, forward looking. mahu menjadi apa dalam hdup? memikirkan keadaan mama bapak - bapak mahukan apa, mama mahukan apa? don't look back. kalau gv up skrg, di masa akan datang bgmana pula? bangga dgn keputusan? msty lah tak. slagi tidak mendapat segulung ijazah kelas pertama, selagi tu, tiada erti hidup ini..


Thursday, February 3, 2011

I do like her!

i love her voice, i do love her hair! ahah.. one day, perhaps, my hair will grow like her. yes, just like her.