another day, just another day.

hari yang semakin membosankan. nak membaca sikit bukan main malas lagi. HAHA! selalu kene tegur gan supervisor, how long have u read? i need to change! kene cari tempat yg sesuai tuk reading memandangkan skrg musim panas melampau. huhu. i miss library, i miss cais. hmm..

kereta mimpi

or dream car. nowadays, i don't have any feeling to own any dream car since i don't even have one! like, seriously? but why? ye lah kan, sejak aku rasa kereta bukan lagi kehendak aku. sekadar memakai saga FLX silver aku yg acap kali rosak. huhu. ganas ke aku bawak? 2 tahun ok je kat Kuching. ok now aku nak salah kan sape? hahahah! well, tah lah. dah kata machine, surely lah rosak tu of cos will occur. hmm.. now i keep looking and searching at house. to have and own a dream house. dream house aku skrg terbahagi kepada dua. which satu utk aku duduk for a few, i mean ye lah lepas kahwin so sure nk stay kat any apartment. right? rumah skrg mahal. susah nk memenuhi keinginan sendiri. sekadar syukur je gan ape yg ade. then, perhaps if ade rezeki boleh lah move on to another bigger house, or land house. itu pon kalau aku ni gaji in sha Allah besar lah. am I right? nowdays, 26, aku dah mule rasa goyah. menangani tekanan hidup. nak tak nk kene tempuh juga. tak kan nk depends on parent? oh no no.. tak boleh tak boleh. mmg lah orang ckp perempuan ape ade hal? suami kan ade. but for me, i have my own dream career. to be an intelligent and successful women in researching area, in sha Allah. :) well, that it for now. 

take care, love.

Hot weather.

This HOT weather is killing me!

masya Allah..

nak study tak senang.

mood tunggang terlabik.

kahkahkah.

i love u so.

Is that?

I don't know, everytime i think about my future career, my study, all probs appear, i feel like so miserable. and i hate it. but, when i start thinking about get married, my heart turn into mellow, melt, happy, smile. haha! well, at least ade benda yang boleh cheer me up! even kadang2 stress pk about married. ye lah nk save money, nk kene tu ini. mungkin ade hikmah nye bile Nabi s.a.w berpesan,

“Berkahwinlah, sesungguhnya wanita itu akan mendatangkan kekayaan kepadamu dari harta benda.”

hmm, tu lah die. kekayaan yang dimaksudkan mungkin kebahagian dunia akhirat. kan?

smile face*

Delivery

hahaa.. ok malam ni tak-sangat-rare bile aku google barang hantaran. well it not actually barang hantaran yg aku google cuma aku google style hantaran yang aku nak. i mean, i just don't get any idea how to explain it. well, ni contoh yang aku rasa aku nak buat hantaran kat laki aku.. simple, running just a few color well in another word it's called monochrome color. ahaa.. yurp, using pastel color is more suitable for my hantaran.

ok, i took it from google image.

so as u can see above, warna tak byk lari la kan. still ade warna2 yang tak menyerabut kan kepala hotak aku. hahha! ok, now im begin to research more about weds stuff. weee.. can't wait to get married soon. alhamdulilah setakat ni no halangan from my and his parent. now focus nk kumpul duit je dulu. in sha Allah. doakan yang terbaik utk kami. 

love, love, love~

aih..

Aku dah mula bosan dok uma.

tak buat ape.

ape jadi kat yuran kau bayar MYR2,100 utk master of science kau nisya?

duit tu kalau tak buat ape2 dah boleh msuk TABUNG ASB kau tuk KAWEN kau tahu tak?

thing I regret.

:'(

Jedi word.

mende ni lah yg aku tgh praktik kan. 

sampaikan relationship aku skrg pon, aku cakap tak nk try.

just go on.

Alhamdulilah, semua berjalan lancar.

now, nak kene praktik kan on my study.

in sha Allah.

”if you want to see change, you must be the change you want to see”. - Mahatma Gandhi