Decembah!

homai.. early december berjalan sangat not so good lah..
sbb another few month je nk masuk intake february. hamainooooo!

mcm mano ni? suddenly rasa not prepare at all. aishhh.. semangat tu ade tp cuma malas kot. rs cam heaven on earth je bile duk uma, makan pakai semua terhidang. haha! seriously, kdang2 rindu zaman kat unimas lebih2 lagi mase tahun satu dan tahun dua. sebab time tu tgh semangat yang tinggi dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian sebagai seorang pelajar yang no-so-berdedikasi. haha! i still remember, 1st class, semua budak tak masuk kelas lagi, i mean still mood holiday, aku lah orang pertama yg smngt g kelas. awal sem mmg aku rajin. sbb tak nk ade cacat dalam attendant lah konon. so, easier for me later on nk ponteng kan. hahahhahhahah! kuangajaqqqq... well, tariknafaspanjang* for now tu semua kenangan. sokey sokey. i really miss kelas design tech. especially kelas ID. sebab kelas yang melibatkan project individu. sbb kalau team ni, oh yaaaaa.. for sure lah kan byk probs. kelas interactive multimedia adalah satu2 nya kelas design tech yang aku mmg hang/jem/blur gile kalau masuk kelas tu.. tak pasal2 boleh dapat A-. lect die mmg susah kot nak bgi A. tu yang aku dgr from graphic student lah. haha! but aku mmg puas hati sbb kelas tu mmg aku sanggup google tutorial adobe flash. tulisan gerak2 bagai. hehe. syukur gile kot.. niat kat hati nak sambung multimedia mcm tu jugak lah.. but atas nasihat dari seorang kawan, plus at the same time offer upm tu sampai, so, terpaksa batalkan niat. yes, mmg terpakse. but sokey, i found something more interesting. haha! 

pray for my success. don't be late like always. keep dreaming and don't lose hope.

ok, story about early december, look what i've done!

taraaa! i making a kapkek! sweetnyeee! haha! its like u get into bakul and u pick up ur self. erti kata lain, aku taktahu matsaleh pnye peribahasaan. yes dear, i made it by my own self. hihi.. oh ya, pic sebelah tu mmg kapkek paling mengade sepanjang zaman namanye sbb bubuh name kite gan pakwe kite. mmg saje je letak name kite senget2 sebab nampak tgh ngegeh2 kat pakwe kite. ehhh? paling mengade kau. nk jd cheta ke? tkdekenemengena*

well, it's already a month and few days anniversary for me+boyfriend. hihi. lewat beberapa hari je pun eleh..

tak nak cakap pape sbb penat dah bercintatakmenjadi. nak focus kerjaya and get married. 

semoga Allah permudahkan urusan/ jodoh/ rezeki ku dunia akhirat. tu saje untuk hari ni..

kbai. >.<

Throwback

Teringat zaman FYP dulu. ahhhhh! patutkah masuk blog?

usaha keras mcm batu.

sokey, 

still ia kenangan masa lampau supaya dimasa akan datang tidak akan mengulangi kekalahan ketika ini.

and also tak faham knp pic ala-ala cheta ni boleh masuk here?

haha!

demm.. tp kerusi ni aku tetap suke.

membe punye furniture. :)

malas strike!

Malas malas malas.

keinginan buat research, baca buku, and even menaip pon malas.

cuaca kat luar pon mcm winter jugak. oh puhlease since when malaysia ade winter?

this year, probably, terlepas aku nak merasa winter. sokey, another next year hade. haha!

life utk past 6 month ni mmg horrible. erhh! tak nk repeat balik! teruknye.. masa byk gile terbuang. tp everytime terpikir mende mcm ni, esok buat balik. pagi bgn lewat. lunch, tgk tv, online, main game, sembang sepatah dua gan parent, then here i am. still zero. keje byk. but tangguh2.. aduhaimakaihhhh..

4 Dec:
- Dapatkan usahawan yang nk buat anyaman.
- Prepare for proposal
- Baca buku tambahkan ilmu.

ahhh! i just dont know how to start. (>.<")
doakan dipermudahkan urusan, rezeki dan ehhhmmm jodoh jugak. haha!
ok bai.

mood: sleepy. grrrr!!! mengantok pls go away.

p/s: i love you, Mr. Y.

everything happen for a reason.

im afraid to get married! omaigod! ahhh.. pembuka bicara sangat cliche. tukar - tukar..

i want to be somebody who get a reason for live. hehe.
what that's mean?
dude.. it mean, err.. wait, my mind still figure out what meaning of the question...
loading...

what is the best thing i really want in my life?
still loading..

who i really want to be my love life?
Yazid.

im so tired to be in love again.
enough say.
berdoa, itu lah kunci kebahagian sebenar.

study lah study!
bila nak jadi kaya raya ni?

haha,

hidup tak perlu harapkan duit mama dan bapak.

duit duit duit.
nak hidup kene duit.
tak ade duit mati.
mati ape?
mati akal?
mati jasad?
mati minda?

apa beza minda dan akal?

Allah tuhanku, Muhammad persuruhMu.

kepadaNya ku beriman.

in sha Allah. sampai masa, Allah tetapkan.

permudahkanlah.

moving forward

keep ponder, dapat ke aku study abroad nanti? aduh. ex-lect boleh plak mention aritu suh belajar kat korea. eh ehhh.. korea lagi? nk try g UK lah. oi besauuu nye cite2 aku ni. in sha Allah dapat aku nanti. cite-cite nk jadik kaya. mmg lah skrg bole dapat mcm2 tp semua through my dad and mama. ape bende usaha tak de. tk nk lah smpi bile nk harap kat dwg. aduh.. bole ni sha, bole ni.. cuba lagi. usaha lagi. kalau gv up sekali pon, teruskan usaha. byk lagi cara nk dapatkan cite-cite menjadi kenyataan. hihi.. >.<

Hey, I am in love.

a few weeks ago, i said how im afraid to fall again.

after i done my solat istikarah, alhamdulilah i follow my heart and i am in love again.

alhamdulilah for now, my love life going up! i shouldn't feel worried to fall again. i have a new boyfriend! yeeeayyy! ok, my plan now is keep moving forward. study hard. be what i want to be. i want to study abroad. i want to be a researcher. i want to be a enthusiastic person. i want and i have to be.

and now i have a few things i start to falling.

i love my family, i love my boyfriend, i love my friend.
i love iphone 5s, i love macbook pro, i love travelling, i love aaargghhh! i got so many thing i want in my life.
omaigod, omaigod, omaiiiigooooddddd.
i have to work hard.
don't give up. don't forget to pray.
just live your life.

>.<
keep blessing.

masih

masih tak dapat nk melepaskan kenangan lalu?

masya Allah. tolong la hambamu ini. 'nak tikar sembahyang, sila doa di sini'

hhihi.. in sha Allah, nisya kuatkan smngt kamu.

u can do it. in sha Allah, ini mungkin terbaik utk kamu.

it's just a song, don't keep imagine your feeling for now. i know it's hurt.

but, anything can cure. just be patient, move forward and feel freedom.

amin..