Dear 2015 Nisya, you are the best person on earth. there is diamond in you. find it. proof it. you are not wrong. this year will be the tough year ever. your will get married, finish your research study. keep reminds your self. this year, 2015, is not the simple year like before. stop mess with your study. later, in end of march, you will have a another family. don't stop dreaming, but keep acting. planning planning and planning then DOING. the future awaits.
remember, do not mess with 2015.
if not, you will regret more.
January - December 2015 - Fulfill the year with light, do not shut it.
in sha Allah.