Happy New Year!

It's 2015 already. i have not write anything for a long time. masya Allah.

Achievement? you guys asking for what I've DONE at 2014?

Definitely NOTHING!

what I can remember for now is vacation to Taipei. that all.

that was because i am accompany my mum to her meeting at Taipei.

that it!

again, I am feel so damn loser gile bab!
still hating my research, do you think should I keep moving with my current study?
I never fell this hatred. How I am supposed to live?

cari kerja tak jumpa2. nak berhenti belajar my parents tak bagi.
what the heck?

All I wish is 2015 please be nice for me.
I had left 2014 with the dumbest thing ever.

Should I quit my study? They keep saying, do not giving up.
but the thing is, I am no longer strong like before.
I think I should go through the mix mode course. I am not able to do my research. I still need guide. I am not able to do all the thing/ decision by my own.

sadly I felt.

No one could understand my situation now.

loser.

Diamond word

"I'm not a bright student, but I always keen to learn new things"

Addicted

Bidang research ni sgt meluas. eeerrr.. actually i have a lot of thing to story. but i will start with my favorite part of my life. 10 August 2014 was my favorite date in my life, so far. I have been proposed by my hunny bumby boyfriend. of should i call him now pre-fiance. kekekke.. Alhamdulilah, everything goes smoothly. Our relationship are accepted by our parent. Now, we are in level one. there is a lot of level waiting. probably in Nov or Jan i will do my official kenduri for my engagement ceremony. ok. that another part of my life. next is my career. Alhamdulilah, so far i get clear what my research is about. yurp, before this, my research plan has become so worst. not i mean worst. i feel hanging. now i have to back on track, plan my research wisely. if not, i bet i can't finish my research on time just because of my laziness habit. next, i have a dream/plan to doing research attachment overseas. perhaps Australia. but, my cousin give suggestion to me to go to Netherlands! facepalm* currently, im still searching for any Univ which suitable on my research. i'm also have dream/plan to make my own conference in overseas! so far, im already ask a person who has once doing her conference in Korea. it's not too hard unless u r lazy to search an opportunity. May Allah bless my doa. amin.

There is a lot of changing in life. positive changing. and i hope i will last forever. yeah, for sure Allah will give lots of trials, to make sure we are in good track. but no matter what, we as a him servant, have to deal with it. in sha Allah. thank you Allah.

hey nisya!

"When the last time I'm doing something NEW?"

i is forgot.

look up

tgh kelebihan orang lain kadang2 mmg buat aku give up.

cemburu dgn life dwg.

yg dwg plak mmg jenih menunjuk2.

tp ape2 pon, kene tgk tmpt kite balik. mngkn nasib mmg tk sama.

cuma in my own path, i still can walk calmly.

"nisya, u are really, really, really at the right path. plis dont destroy it just because u r envy with others life."

kajian

Buat research ni kena banyak membaca. masalahnye, aku malas membaca. how is it?

it not going to be a best year of my life, perhaps?

hmm..
pening nye lah buat proposal ke pon.. belom lg thesis.. byk mengarut je proposal. takut tak best nanti ape pulak jadik? haih.. buat je lah sha smpi abes.. tu lah main2 tgl pastu last minute baru nk buat. padan muke. hihi..