moment

"dalam banyak2 moment, kenapa aku paling rindukan moment kat politeknik?"

aku rasa..

aku rasa lepas master ni kene stop kejap lah. cari keje.. supposed keje dl baru smbg study so at least i know mana nak narrow down my research. dah lah amek research. hmm. takpe lah.. buat yg terbaik je lah. susah mmg susah. boring mmg boring. skrg ni buat je dulu. mmg sakit hati kalau lepak gan org dah keje. tgk achievement dwg.. im so envy. mmg tk dinafikan. kadang2 tgk boyfriend sendrik stress keje, kite plak rasa best nye kalau aku kat tmpt die. tp kite tak rasa, betapa org lain nk berada kat tmpt kite ni ha. hmm.. susah nk explain.. org mcm aku ni, i mean diri aku lah, skrg tak byk communicate gan org luar. agak susah nk improve myself. kejap2 rasa loser member semua dah keje best2.. siap pening nk meeting, present, g conference. aku ni baru sekali present. tapi alhamdulilah lah. seronok sebenarnye present. process berbincang tu kita leh dapat byk input-output. tadi member tanya nk jadik ape? aku pening nk jawab. nk jd lect. tp pglmn kerja tu tak byk. well, im just say, pk2 balik rezeki org ni lain2 weh. ade yg dpt bgs. ada yang tk. semua bergantung gan usaha kite. in sha Allah, aku boleh. 

getting day by day

study setakat ni alhamdulilah. even mcm kucar kacir skit, tp boleh lah nampak progress nye..

tapi skrg ada satu mende meragui pemikiran. 

even baru bulan May > June > July > AUGUST!

August, satu bulan yang agak mencabar pemikiran.

satu era yang bakal ditempuhi.

perasaan excited+happy+scared+berdebar, aihhh semua ada lah.

positive, negative. semua ada weh.

taktau lah.

perbincangan semakin serious. 

betul ke ni? rasa sebelum ni nak sgt, tapi bile hampir2 ke arah mende tu, rasa seram plak?

i can do it. smpi bile nk hidup mcm ni kan? perubahan mendadak perlu jugak sebab kita sebagai manusia perlu melalui satu fasa dimana satu perubahan ketara bakal terjadi bagi membolehkan kita bergerak kehadapan dan menempuh cabaran kehidupan dunia dan juga pasti akhirat juga.

pjg ayat aku ni. hihi..

doakan semua berjalan lancar. 

another 3 month lagi. ya Allah, harap ini kali lah. haha! yea yea. i mean, no more guy after this.

amin.

p/s: pencarian Queen of the ring bermula. :)

Lesson for today

STOP  COMPLAIN EVERYTHING,

MOVE OUT!

YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON YOUR HAND, NOT OTHERS!

pray.

how I wish he can pay all the money, he had used mine before? especially DUIT MINYAK AKU!

bloody hell.

because i need money to survive.

kbai.

i hope when he die and i will never halalkan all his hutang! haha! padan-muke-kau!

sembang

Disebabkan kos nak kawen tu tinggi sangat, so aku nk focus kat study aku dl lah.

hahahaha!

so jgn dok bising and tanya bile aku nak kawen. hakikatnya aku tak de duit nak kawen.

hahhahah!

kbai.

YEAR 2003

hamaigaddd! i found this through youtube, yea obviously! hahah!

throwback almost all my fav song, beyonce, sean paul, justin timberlake, ashanti! hamaigad!

masa ni form 3.. haha! layan hitz.fm je time tu.. best gile weh! ahahhaha! i miss those moment.

i miss my past! best sgt2!! g party. having fun with friend. haha! do illegal thing, lepakkkkkkk klcc, sg wang.. masalah sosial yang sgt2 besttttt! it really teach me a lot. memberontak je keje. haha! tak mcm sesetengah org yg tahu follow je family rules kan? thumb down. booooo!

BEST GILE..

paling best, when i found out my bf also having a same moment with me. layan lagu yang same. situation a bit different, but still masalah remaja yang memberontak tu ade. hahah! that make me really fall for you Yazid. you really truthfully understand my life!

i think we are really meant together. in sha Allah.

counting stars to the next level within this year. Alhamdulilah, thanks for being so serious with me, struggle to have a life with me. a big thank you.