aduh

aduh.. feeling suck everyday. mencari orang nk buat kraftangan ni mcm nk gile.. tu lah die.. master kan. nak sangat. haha! tak pe lah. mende kecik je ni. wahahha! rajin kan diri nisya. u r the best. please don't quit.

 its alright. 

ya, i will not quit. 

flirty

speechless.

kau lah paling aku nk pelokciom wahai matt.

typo today

"I can make it through the rain 

I can stand up once again on my own 

And I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith 

And I live one more day and I make it through the rain"

the problem not solving yet stay in my mind.

member cite pasal msalah hdup. aku kian takut. takutkan masa depan.

atau aku perlu bersyukur dengan apa yang ade skrg.

takut.

always on my mind. bila nak get out ni?

bila boleh aku start berdikari? selama ini makan bersuap berhidang.

kalau aku keluar berdikari, boleh ke aku survive?

kalau aku keluar berdikari, boleh ke aku?

it just can't

maybe it's not a right time to think.

or maybe i should start to think it in this time.

what im supposed to do?

im afraid of difficult. still hanging.

the suggestion?

just a place

image from google.com

someday, i will be there. stand in front of this magnificent building.

>.<

keep dreaming, and make it real!

Dessau, Germany

bile rasa.

pening memikirkan masa depan.

otak terasa kegegaran.

terhuyung-hayang menanti.

masa depan.

oh.

masa depan.

pergelutan

bergelut dgn perasaan sendirik.

im totally lost. deep in my own sin.

Allah, please forgive me every single day.