hari ini

memikirkan, kemana selepas degree?

waaaahh.. tajuk nk masyuk. well. that the reality.

i got a chance to pursuing master in uniams. im still thinking. should I? i should?
kerja? belajar? kerjabelajar...

duit. family. tah lah.. ape nk jadi. people talk easily. but they don't know what in my mind.

noted!

i hate grammar!

judgemental

helo hi good morning. just now i just watched hmm.. mr.lutfi's video in utube. and the title is judgemental. bila2 dah tgk video tu mmg lah sheronok. tp bila dok baca komen2 merapu kat bawah tu, haha! ok, look i dah judge orang. ya, i admit. menda tak boleh lari dari men - judge people. especially people around us. day by day, i try to improve. jgn mgata orang, jgn dok mgata orang, jannnagnnnnnn..

just pray for someone else. pray = positive. eh diaaaa tu..... (aku doakan dia.....) ehhh diaaaa niiii... (aku doakan kan dia....) insyaAllah, berkat hidup kau. rezeki melimpah ruah.. syukur sgt2.. 

it is so hard to change people's mind. 

doa is free. free of charge. so, start to pray now. for muslim, start your doa with selawat kepada Rasullulah. kelak di akhirat senang. lalalalalall~ 

continuous

hidup dan kehidupan tak dapat dipisahkan.

bila diri stresshhh.. sebenarnya tak stress mn pon. cuma 'terlalu banyak berfikirkan tentang kehidupan' yang menjadikan aku stress. kita yang menekan diri kita sendiri. nak 'purrrrfect', in the end, jd 'pfffft' je.

oh ya, now i dah berpunya kembali. malas lah nak fikir lama2. sometimes we need to rest put the probs down, and solve it later. ya, sometimes. jgn buat always. nanti berkumpul probs satu hal plak. haha.

hmm.. i was thinking to have a berry very comfort life. but, orang kaya tu, bukan ada life pon actually. mereka akan sibuk cari duit merata2. i ask my self. do i need duit or life? tak da duit, ada life - mslh jugak, its like, i got my life but i need them to be happy. aku tak nk aku swg je happy sbb aku ada life. tak ada life, byk duit - mslh jugak. so, be hardworking. or be lessworking? how about tak ada duit, tak ada life?- too loser. but bila ada duit, ada life - that impossible.

which one i prefer?
only i know the answer.

V for voting

All I can see here, people get noob.

sadness..

I'm sad because I am a loser
I'm sad because I'm not a good person
I'm sad because I can't make a thing right
I'm sad because I am who I am
I'm sad because this is not a real me

to whom who may concern,

i miss me.
i miss me.
i miss me.

but now i'm down.
totally lost.
totally sad.
no one could understand me.
because me is me.
hopeless.
listen right: hopeless.

I'm not dying.
but i just freeze.

to whom who may concern,

to Allah i pray for success.
to Allah i pray for happiness.
to Allah i pray for grateful.

beyond imagination:

who could I be?
what should I be?
how could I be?
where should I be?

the main question is: when should I start to be?

my mind freeze - my mind lot of thinking - my mind just stop moving.

what, who, where, how and when: I want to be?

I say i love myself. they say i just love myself.
In this whole world...
I'm lost for everything.

to whom who may concern: believe in yourself. you may could make thing right. this is world. which lot of suffer. listen to earth. be real. be you.

2013!

Assalamualaikum 2013!

it's 2013! heyloooooooooo uoolllllllss!

sesungguhnya, setiap tahun, saya tak pernah ade azam.

tapi tahun ni, ape kata pasang azam..

dear 2013,
please be clever with me.
i want to have a husband this year (ayat berani mati)
i want grads this year in 1st class (haha! pray pray pray*)
to have a job
to live happy
make everybody smile!
be a better person

ehmmm.. tak nak banyak2. tkt tak mampu.
hahah! no idea for my 2013!
i hope 2013 is more nicer than before!

hanisah hanisah! u can u can u can!!